This song is really hard for me personally to listen to , My moms going through her own health issues in the past few months and this song just cuts to deep. I was listening to this over and over today and just crying cause its to close to reality in a lot of ways. I guess the lyric that hit me the most is actually two lyrics. The first one is "I'll paint the kitchen neon, I'll brighten up the sky, I know I'll never get it, there's not a day that I won't try" because my moms kitchen is painted pastel yellows and pinks from when we painted in when I was little so I kind of lost it when I heard this lyric. Second one is "But who am I supposed to talk to?, What am I supposed to do, If there's no you?" just because of thinking about not having coffee with her and laughing and talking , it terrifies me.
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